Wondering why I let it get the best of me...when I gave the best of me..

Emo blog but whatever..

I could really use some cheering up right now. I haven't felt this down since..I can't even remember? I've probably been through worse shit but for some reason, this is just getting to me hella bad.

I guess it's just everything summed up. Maybe that's why I feel this way. School's been challenging, work has been stressful, and on top of this shit that I gotta handle..this just had to happen. I thought crying would make it go away but the more I do..the more I just wanna break down.

And you, if I can't even depend on you to be there for me as a friend..then how the hell am I supposed to see you as anything more? Don't trip about me now though, you should've been doing that from the get. Kick rocks.