Today must have been the laziest day of my life because I for real didn't do SHIT! I woke up around 1ish, ate, watched the Sex&the City DVDs, slept, listened to my music, slept, ate dinner, read a magazine, then slept, again. I guess it's okay to take a personal day once in awhile. I just hate the feeling of being unproductive, though.
Today kind of made me feel better. How I felt went I came home this morning was the worst, and I didn't stop crying until this evening. My eyes are so swollen that I can barely open them. The worst is over, though.
Oh, and you know that I'm going to miss you. The good times at least. Seriously though, when the bad outweighs the good, why would I even want that for myself? I'm too grown to play that kiddie shit. So, I thought long and hard last night..and I hate how I've been acting because of this. Hella falling behind school, slacking off at work, droppin' them other dudes just for YOU. I'M GONNA MISS YOU, but I MISSED MYSELF more.
P.S. I'm too independent for yo ass, anyways.
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